Today was another struggle to get through:(

Today was an up and down day for me. One minute I would be smiling and laughing about something and then the next minute I would remember that Richard is gone and be sad again because I'm still trying to accept the fact that he is gone and he actually isn't coming back, and that is a very hard thing for me to do. I'm probably going to have up and down days like today for the rest of this week and into next week and probably into next month. I know, I sound crazy but that is just how I feel. So expect to see me just venting until I get over this. You know how some people get over the grieving process very quickly and just move on with thier life? Well that's not me, this grieving process is probably going to take months for me to get over. I'm just going to take each day as it comes and I meant what I said before, this grieving process is going to take months for me to get over, but that is ok because there is no time limit when you are grieving for someone, especially when it is a friend that you are grieving for. I have a very good support system at school and at home and I know who to go to when I'm going through the grieving process at school and at home to. I know that Richard is in a good place now. I believe Richard is a beautiful angel now. I Miss You Buddy:( Your comments are always appreciated:)